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in my blogger, i said that i wun blog till end of 30/9/08 on 20/9/08. haha...

sadly, i can't stay on haitus too long.. haha.. bt, it's a great attempt to try to be on haitus mode for like... 5 days :D haha...  bcoz, seriously, i blog everyday! haha.. and sometimes, i can blog up to ehhh.... 3 times perday.. haha.. i guess, not many people will be viewing this post as it's like i dun really tell people that i have a xanga account.

So yup... haha.. i m ehhh currently gg to start on history revision bcoz, i haven't started revising and worst, tmr's the test... ahhaa... i m gg to burn midnite oil...

today's maths test was terribly bad! i gt like 2 careless mistakes which cost me 4-5 marks :( WAAAAAA! i cry lah!.. okayy... can't cry.. heh... must think for solutions to solve this problem. haha.. wad solution are there lah?! haha.. okayy... hmms.. ahhhh.. my test ruined liao.. initially aimed for 95 and above bt, sadly, now cannot liao lor!.. hah.. want to know my careless mistakes?

1) Paper 1, Q3i , they ask us to find cube root of 0.9 from the info given. and that the info given is that cube root of 9 is 2.08, cube root of 90 is 4.48 and cube root of 900 is 9.63. So, i went to put

cube root of 90= cube root of 9 x cube root of 10

4.48=2.08 x [4.48/2.08]2.105

MY TIAN AH! the actual answer should be 2.15 SEE! i'm like soooo careless can?

then, the second part also wrong bcoz of my first part lor,... hopefully i get 2 methods marks...

2) Paper 2, Q??, they ask us to find surface area of an open container and i tot that ut was closed so, yup.... there goes i think 2-3 marks! POOF! flew away just like that.

worst, my line for the graph isn't smooth and POFF there goes my 1 more mark! gosh! how many marks am i gg to lose?  T.T *sobs* sobs*

*heartache**heartbreaks**sweep up pieces of broken heart pieces*

*sighs* tmr history.. and i'm ehh... prepared to fail??.. HAHA.. i totally never memorise/ study/ even touch my history notes :(

i'm sorry *someone* Haha.. i dun think i can persevere for my EOYs liao le :(

HI! i've been away for too long and now, i miss posting...today, i was crying during Art lesson in class, but, no one realised that as LYY was fake crying right beside me bcoz she wants to sneeze... AHAH...but, anw, i was really crying during ART...ok...tell you what happened... i was really very happy in the morning as i taught melisa how to set-up the mixer...that's a YAY for me as, i have totally no clue on how to teach people....So, being able to teach the sec 1 was a plus-sign for me :D that made me happy...

But then, later, bcoz, i told LYY that i never bring silent reading material and that i'll die, she went to look under CYY's table for a storybook and then, CYY juz nice came in and, she scolded LYY...and, i never help her say anything.....><

Later, during home ec, we had history 2 periods....then, ms lee played a game about the black market thingy and then, i was supposed to be shopkeeper and join CYY's grp together wif MJ [whom i totally dislike sitting next to me...i'd rather sit allow if you'd ask me....]...AND, MOREOVER, I ASKED MS LEE TWICE LEH!!!!!!! But, in the end, we never play...just sit at our own seat also dun noe do what...i sat down there a lie on the table.. luckily, game ended early if not, i surely fall asleep liaos...

so, i really feel so, out of the class as i wasn't even PART of the class....>< ...MJ dun nid say...she always follow some other grps so, she's fine but the prob is me ><

then, went for chem which i guess was the nicest part of the day. had experiments which i always failed doing them...BUt, this time was ok...heat up some chemicals thingy and i was fine...but, the last part of the experiment, the liquid spurt out slightly but, i scared me...but, i think it;s better than the last lesson's experiment...the last week's lesson which was the third practical lesson, i spilled the more concentrated acid on to the table and my file...haha then, later, the second last lesson, i broke my test tube...the first lesson, it was very boring only tried the taste of the citric acid. ahaha...see how accident-pro i am...ahaha...chem lessons are always filled with new things that i can do.... :D

After chem was ART!!!! ok..this is the climax of today's story...so, LISTEN UP :D went into the art room had no idea where to seat....in the end, sat with my clique....then, we studied the different artist one by one...after the first picture, the art teacher, ms chong, wants us to divided the huge majhong paper into three...i told my clique to split the paper then, CYY heard me...and, i think it's only herwho heard me but guess what she did? SHE DID THE MOST WONDERFUL THING, LOOKED AT ME AND TURNED AWAY PRETENDING I'D NEVER SAID ANYTHING AT ALL...i was soooo sad bcoz, in the end, we took up half the paper to paint the first picture which i painted at most 15 cm...i was not given the chance to paint as, CYY asked to pass to mae the paintbrush after i drew the at most 15cm line...LINE! with the red paint.OMG...Then, later, the next painting, yix drew on one corner of the half paper and, cyy drew on the other corner which makes the painting took up the other half and, CYY was angry..well...i was so damm pissed bcoz, she had no rights to be PISSED....I TOLD THE GROUP TO DIVIDE THE PAPER INTO THREES AND, SHE HEARD ME BUT IGNORED...SO, NOW, IT'S HER FAULT FOR NOT SUPPORTING ME....they finished the second painting..[TAKE NOTE: 'THEY"]and then, they made to over cross the third painting over the second one...i was so sad as, in the end the picture was destroyed as ms chong said that we weren't paying attention and drew it wrongly...take note of the we and they!!! i never draw ANYTHING AT ALLL!!!!! But, still got scolded as, we were supposed to be a group..

i was then, i could not take it anymore and with LYY sitting beside me trying to cry so tha she can sneeze, i BRUST OUT CRYING...it was very sudden as i was over there thinking about my life today...the sad things..then, SUDDENLY, tears started to stream down my cheeks...THEN, i started crying..but, at that time, everyone all went toilet to wash up...so, no one saw me teared...as, when most of them came back, i was lying face-down crying, so, they wun knoe...i was thinking about the REW at the agape hall where the pastor was saying that the ten babies died though they are given all that they need but there was no speech no expression no nothing other whatever the baby needs and in the end, the 10 babies died....the reason, they are lack of a compassion when they need someone to be there for them...

I got all the things i want but, i am lack of that same thing whereby no one talks to me and, i am just left there alone in my own world as i dun wan to be extra...and, bcoz, there's no sense of love, of someone who;s there when you need them, i died. and i could not take it anymore...JUST LIKE THE BABIES..except, that, i am able to 'talk' in my diary which is this blog.....so, i have not really died...but, one part of me died already...long long time ago...now, i really need someone..THAT someone whom i always talk to when i need help to listen to all these....I think, she's the only one that can save me from my every 'death'...

I'm trapped.......

Yesterday, we had X-country and, it was my most slack day of my entire life for dutires..i regretted not running....i want to RUN!!!! ok i'm a weirdo...who in the right mind want to go run 3.5km

But, if you just sit down there do nth, you will feeel super bored...

I got lots of pictures to post but, cannot bcoz, too many and, i have limited time on the computer...ok..back to X-country...

Sat there did nth thruout and, my shoes damm dirty...and my leg also... all filled wif mud...MUD!!!!bcoz, i kept walking on grass....that's why...people on the track running,i on grass walking... i feel so restless under the tentthen, when going hoime that time, my dad still busy...so, cannot go home...waited wif LYY, CYY and CLarice...LYY and me went wif CYY to her'forest adventure' but, we only spent 15 imutes and, we spotted a squirrel then, CYY took out a weird thing...you shl see it after i up uplaod...the video was the one LYY took while we're on the forest adventure...so funny!

anw, went for tuition at mavis at 5 PM then, until 7PM waited outside the next class bcoz, inside got people nthen, at 7.30PM, then the class dismissed and i saw sharon and minlin...then had maths tuitiona and after it ended , then wwent home eliao le...played guitar until...10 PM..bcoz, i was died tired bcoz i did nth,, so, i slept early!..okk...stop here for today bbut, i must continue the thursday story...

sheen yih dun believe that we can use camera and, rach was like scolding me bcoz, i used camera in class. then, they say dunno what camera cannot be used in shcool and, i was so damm pissed wif them...SUPER PISSED bcoz, when i was like telling again and again that we can use camera bcoz,that time,i ask the head of discipline last year during the board meeting and i asked whether can use camera in school, she gave the 'of course' look and she said that it's ok to use camera in classas long as you do not use it while there's still lesson

But, i never tell sheen yih  adn rach....then, guess waht sheen yih say? she was like telling rachel very loudly,' SHE LAO DA MAH!' so, we just listen to her lor..."

WHAT THE .....

i really want to scram at her lah!...it is really true that we can use camera mah! what's her damm problem lor..hmms....nvm...have to pretend nth happened and just moved on...cannot get angry over such small things....:D

ok..going off liao le...b5 that, wishing tessa a happy happy be-lated birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO my PB BUDDY,LAI THENG!!!!

may you have a happy happy bithday..hahaha...go enjoy this day as it happeens only once a yer..hahahs..

I've just finished science chem and HCL lesson where everything is so pathetic now i'm using apple alptop in school, during english lesson..we finished everything already, so, yup...ok... now it's bad to blog using this com but, i'll post some more pictures first...here you go...i think the picture whereby LYY was covering her head look so funny..ahaha...i feel mean...but, yup...but scold me...i think i'll blog again during CCA time..ahahah...i think i'm a bad PF >< nvm...got a lot of people wh are bad prefects too :)


ACT CUTEEE COMPETITION THAT WE HAD YSTD!!

MAE AND CYY

ahaha...i luvvv this picture...it looks as if the world's gonna crash already..ahaha...

hmms...today was an ok day...was camwhoring wif my clique....without clarice, and yix...dae not in our clique at all :D ahaha...see the pictures and hear the video and, you all will be laughing like siao...we were trying on LYY's spec and, i took pictures :D ahah...everyone trying everyone else's spec and, it's so funny to see how we look in each other's specs..ahaha....LUVVV TODAY!!! OH AND....I' VE GOT A NEW HP NUMBER!!!!!!

AHAHAH...IF YOU WANT TO LOOK FOR ME..CALL, 81608010...AHAH....THAT'S MY NEW HP NUMBER...I HAVE NOT TOLD A LOT OF PEOPLE YET!!!...HMMMS...I SHALL POST ON THIS BLOG and my blooger ahaha.....i feel so sad that my chicken soup book is locked inside the control room and i dunnoe when it'll be opened...mostlikely next wednesday and, by next wednesday, i'll have to return the book already!!!! ><